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Sabtu, 10 Januari 2009

oh my gosh !




gw gak tau lagi harus berkeluh kesah ke siapa . suddenly i felt so worst , so alone . dunno aht happen to me dunno to whom i could tell this . gw capek ma semua ni . gak da yang bikin gw betah ! semua terlalu sesuai aturan . they are so perfectsionist . i hate it . semua yang gw lakuin salah di mata mereka .







... stay away from me...

......just leave me alone.....

...........don't disturb me..........

...be ware...

stay away from me

i don't know what should i do

dunno what happen to me

it was so blind

enough

enough

enough

and enough for me









god please let me know what happen to me...







well , gw bener bener gak tau apa yang harus gw lakuin detik ini . gak tau what happen to me . everything looks like an illusion . i wanna cry , but i could . none understand me , none could hear i was scare , everybody leave me alone here . i know there's something happen to me but i could realized .




run run and run

i wanna run leave all of this

i can't faced this all

nobody heard i was screamed

loud loud and become louder right now

is there anyone could help me ?

solve my problems

give me the strenght to faced my life

give me the spirit to finish my life

give me the smile

to tell everyone when they asked me what happened ?


klo seandainya gw bisa tereak . asked them not to leave me alone here , i will do .
seandainya gw bisa solved my problems by my self , i won't to asked you .
seandainya detik ini ada sahabat gw dateng ke kamar gw meluk gw , gw pasti udah nangis dipelukkannya . -sayangnya egak ada-
seandainya detik ini dya ngerti apa yang gw rasain , i hope he can do somethings to make my life easier , to reach my strenght back to me , to give me back the smile..

ABSOLUTELY , SEMUA HANYA SEANDAINYA . sekarang gw sadar ternyata apa yang pernah roro omongin ke gw itu bener . kita gak bisa percaya pada harapan . percaya pada kenyataan . that's easier ! bullshit !
























*kong , klo baca blog ni kasih gw saran . lo tw gak gw knp ? gw bingung .*